Becoming The Desert Rose

 ~ Becoming The Desert Rose  ~  

Are you going through a wilderness?

If so, take heart, I have some good news for you.

You're going to bloom in the place where


the world thinks


(believes) its impossible. 

He is the One who will bring you


THROUGH it

but first you will become


His Desert Rose,


living from His Life within you


as apposed from yourself,


He brings you out of you and into Him


to fully live from the Life of Christ within you.

Isaiah 35:1

"The wilderness and the dry land shall be glad;

the desert shall rejoice and blossom like the rose and the autumn crocus."

He is making you into His Desert Rose whose roots are planted inside of Him, Up in His His heart land soil, which is nurturing you from the concentrated River of Life giving Love. 

He draws us out into the wilderness in order to work out His will for our lives; to give us rest for our souls IN HIM. He draws us away so that we can know HIM as our only source of 'Rest.' 

He brings us into this place in order to bring us into 'ONEness' and perfect unison, agreement and harmony the truth of who you are and who HE is; You are One with The Life of LOVE.

It was believing a lie that led us away from GOD
and from knowing who we are, who He truly created, through His hands and His Breath breathing into us, to be with Him. It is believing the Truth of who He is and who we are that leads us back to HIM. 

It is when we shall Know the Truth, the truth shall set us free. His Life is the very Spirit of Truth who comes to us to remind us of WHO we are IN HIM. 

The word repent is from the Greek word, 'metenoah,(sp?)' meaning to turn around and go back the other way. It is a turning from the lie we believe about ourselves, which resulting in us acting upon those lies that became mindsets and false identities, which also can be generational mindsets and false identities that are passed on to us and are expected of us to play along in one accord with them. Well, we can step outside of those boxes and those blankets of false roles and identities by faith. 
We 'metonoah,' repent, turn away from going in the direction of the lie to head towards and move in the direction of the Truth; the truth of where we originally came from by facing Him, the Spirit of Truth, who unveils the to our hearts the Truth of WHO we truly are, and who we have been all along. 

His heart causes us to remember our true origin from with in His heart womb. 

When we behold HIM, we behold the TRUTH of who we truly are and the image of who we were created to be from inside of His heart where we existed before the beginning of time.

As we Behold HIM, our false mindsets and false identities fall by the way side and we begin to WALK in The TRUTH of WHO we are; our mindsets and identity comes into full agreement and unison with our/His true Identity and we then begin to WALK IN the TRUTH and origin of our TRUE NATURE and IDENTITY as ONE ETERNAL SPIRIT WITH HIM ~ YHWH ~ who created US out of HIS SPIRIT. 

From our Agreement with the TRUTH we begin to walk out our true nature and identity as the MANIFEST SONS *Daughters of GOD.

So.....as you walk with HIM through this wilderness where it is just you and Him, while He marries your heart, brings your heart and soul into unison, agreement with His, feed off of His everlasting covenant faithfulness for you that lasts throughout eternity. 

"Give thanks to Him Who led His people THROUGH the wilderness, for HIS (everlasting) MERCY and 
loving-kindness endure forever ;"
Psalm 136:16
(AMP)

Notice how He ties in His 'Faithfulness' and 'Love' over and over again. 

He is forever faithful to us through the power of His everlasting covenant of Mercy.

He Loved us so much that GAVE His only SON ~ SEED OF LIFE ~ to be placed inside of us, so His sons Life (The Living Word, Truth) could bring us back into ONEness
and comm-union with His HEART ~ thus we become ONE HEART with HIM WHO IS ETERNAL LOVE.

His covenant everlasting Mercy is the life of Yeshua for it is His blood which is the life of the Everlasting covenant of Mercy. 

Feed off of the greatness of His everlasting covenant of faithfulness to you while traversing through the wilderness with HIM who is the very SPIRIT ~ LIFE of the covenant of EVERLASTING MERCY.

His eternal blood is placed on the Mercy seat of our hearts where he is enthroned within us as His Living Temple.

He draws us into the wilderness to give us rest from our ares of inner opposition and strivings within ourselves and areas of unbelief of who we truly are In Him.

He woos us into the wilderness to reveal to the depths of our souls that He is Who He promised Himself to be to us. 

He reveals Himself on the most intimate heart knowing, experiential levels, of who WE truly are to Him and 'In' Him.

He removes all support and props of the flesh world so that He can experientially reveal the truth to us that HE is our only source of Life living within our hearts as His Temple. 

He causes our roots to grow deep into Him, establishing us inside the solid Rock of Life, where the concentrated waters of Love runs deep. 

He feeds us Himself as our living bread and wine of life; 
He causes our hearts to experience His faithfulness as our only source of strength, our very Life; the life we live, we no longer live unto ourselves, for the life we live is The Life of Christ alone. 

As we surrender to Him as the Seed of Life whom through our daily dying to self process His Life becomes our Life; He is the Tree of Life living through us, producing healing leaves for others to feed from His Spirit Living through us. 

We become His Living Word, Living Epistle written Alive ~ His Living scroll unrolled and read by all.

Colossians 3:1-4
" So it comes down to this: since you have been raised with the Anointed One, the Liberating King, set your mind on heaven above. The Anointed is there, seated at God’s right hand. Stay focused on what’s above, not on earthly things, because your old life is dead and gone. Your new life is now hidden, enmeshed with the Anointed who is in God. On that day when the Anointed One—who is our[a] very life—is revealed, you will be revealed with Him in glory! "

He reveals Himself as our Husband, our Jehovah Ishi, who uses every opportunity to pursue us in the wilderness. He is never angry at our process, He delights in using every misgivings, failures, false mindsets as opportunities to reveal MORE LOVE to us.

All areas of our struggles and inner workings become the platform in which He gets another opportunity to reveal the Truth of who He is; the More Truth we get to behold the MORE we will begin to trust Who HE IS ~ HE IS EVERLASTING LOVE who totally and wholly pursues us with His own Life. 

He uses His own Life to be a shield about us as known as the Wall of Fire ~ The Living Flames of LOVE wholly surrounding and consuming each and every area of inner struggles, weaknesses, misgivings and false mindsets of who we thought we were with His Hear of LOVE for us ~ He becomes our very own ~ ALL Consuming Fire of Love LOVE.

He is our consuming flame of Love who faithfully conquers all areas within us in opposition to Love; every area of our hearts, He will melt through drawing us closer into Himself with consuming Love.


"And I am convinced and sure of this very thing, that He Who began a good work in you will continue until the day of Jesus Christ [right up to the time of His return], developing [that good work] and perfecting and bringing it to full completion in you."
( ***my notes*** The work Your Life ~ as ~ HIS POEMA ~ His Love Story ~ so you can BE all That HE intended Your Life to be here in this realm AS IT IS IN HEAVEN ~ your Eternal Heart Home and beginnings).Philippians 1:6
(AMP)

While on wilderness journey He becomes our Husband who utilizes every opportunity to reveal to our Hearts that He is our 'One and only True LOVE.

He reveals to our souls that HE alone is our only True Lover, true source and sustenance, support, total comfort and strong shoulders to lean upon.

He created us as His own, to desire intimacy as He desires intimacy in relationship with us, He uses every opportunity to woo us deeper into His embrace of Grace revealing His deep affectionate Love for us.

He created us to be in Him and Him in us; to be in unison, and be of One mind with and IN Him, whom we are seated within, Christ our HOPE of Glory living on the Inside of US.

In this place He is faithful to work with us to bring us Up into His Hearts well of Living waters, so that we can 
Drink from His Spirit of Life, the Living Fountain of Life. 

LOVE nurtures our souls from the place of our beginnings within Him where He knew us from before we were formed in our mother's womb. 

In His LIFE, He reminds us of our heart's origins which were created from within His Heart womb of compassionate Love.

In the wilderness He reveal Himself as the Life of tender mercies and faithful Love who eternally cares for our souls as our Daily Bread of Life, The Life of Christ in whom we are ONE Heart.

His Life nurtures our life within Himself as our eternal flame of Love. 

He is forever faithful to us, to bring us out of ourselves........and into HIM.....
so that we can learn to live from His Life within us not from our own life.

We can't do it in our own strength, He does it in us through His everlasting covenant of faithful Love to us.

There are two scriptures I would like for you to take notice of and ponder in your heart about your life ask of Him what is He speaking to your heart through them.


This is the way God put it: “They found grace out in the desert, these people who survived the killing. Israel, out looking for a place to rest, met God out looking for them!” God told them, “I’ve never quit loving you and never will. Expect love, love, and more love!Jeremiah 31:2The Message (MSG)

Hosea 2:14-23
"Therefore, behold, I will allure her [Israel - who also symbolic of us, we are His Spiritual children) ]
and bring her into the wilderness, and I will speak tenderly and to her heart.

There I will give her her vineyards and make the Valley of Achor [troubling] (In the areas of all of her wilderness struggles, pain, battles, shame, inner struggles with unbelief and striving) to BE for her a DOOR of HOPE and expectation.

And she shall sing there and respond as in the days of her youth and as at the time when she came up out of the land of Egypt.

And it shall be in that day, says the Lord, that you will call Me Ishi [my Husband], and you shall no more call Me Baali [my Baal].

And I will betroth you to Me forever; yes, I will betroth you to Me in righteousness and justice, in steadfast love, and in mercy.

I will even betroth you to Me in stability and in faithfulness, and you shall know (recognize, be acquainted with, appreciate, give heed to, and cherish) the Lord.

And in that day I will respond, says the Lord; I will respond to the heavens [which ask for rain to pour on the earth], and they shall respond to the earth [which begs for the rain it needs],

And the earth shall respond to the grain and the wine and the oil [which beseech it to bring them forth], and these shall respond to Jezreel.  [restored Israel, who prays for a supply of them].

And I will sow her for Myself anew in the land, and I will have love, pity, and mercy for her who had not obtained love, pity, and mercy; and I will say to those who were not My people, You are My people, and they shall say, You are my God!"

And so now I’ll start over with you and build you up again,

THE LAND of your LIFE will BLOOM AGAIN...and this 

time it will BLOOM from the RIVER of HEAVEN where 

your ROOTS are planted and fully established in YOUR 

HEART that is IN FULL AGREEMENT ~
UNISON ~ 

WITH HIS HEART ~ 

THE TRUTH LIVING IN YOUR FLESH.

Joel 2:22
The Message (MSG)
The Trees Are Bearing Fruit Again
Fear not, Earth! Be glad and celebrate!
God has done great things.
Fear not, wild animals!
The fields and meadows are greening up.
The trees are bearing fruit again:
a bumper crop of fig trees and vines!
Children of Zion, celebrate!
Be glad in your God.
He’s giving you a teacher
to train you how to live right—

Teaching, like rain out of heaven, showers of words
to refresh and nourish your soul, just as he used to do.

And plenty of food for your body—silos full of grain,
casks of wine and barrels of olive oil.

I AM His Desert Rose blooming in the Grace of  Joel 2:22
Carrie Rebecca LOVE Grace

My testimony is that after 14 years of being in the desert 
He made me a sign and a wonder in the flesh realm 
for My heart thoughts became one with His (married, in unison) and manifested the concentrated River of Life into my body through a miracle in my 
blood that no longer has lupus showing up in my DNA. My DNA has become His DNA, My Blood has become His Blood. My life has become His Life.

He wooed me into the wilderness to marry my heart and soul and body to His alone, 
the Mind of My heart is fully convinced, persuaded, and resolved to think as as
ONE HEART with HIS.

At exactly 2:22 PM ........on 1/6//15 my neurologist spoke to me 'your blood work turned out great. Happy New year."

The 6 represents the end of the time of living in the flesh of man and 
1/7/15 represents entering in Living From His LIFE and Resting In His Life alone.

The time 2:22 represented Joel 2:22, which means my life is bearing fruit again, but this time from living fully within Him, His life fully sustaining my life through the power of His Spirit alone, not mine. 

Through all that He has brought me through in my wilderness season, He has taught me to live from His 
Spirit life within who fully nurtures and sustains me through the power of His everlasting faithful covenant of Eternal LOVE ~ My River of Life.

Before I received this message from my doctor at exactly 2:22 on 1/6/15 ~ 

I wrote ~ on December 15, 2014 at 2:13 pm
I feel the ASCENDING ~~~~~ 
been seeing these numbers ~ 
3:22
4:22
5:22
6:22
7:22
8:22
9:22
12:22
1:22
2:22
24/40

THEY LOOK like double DOORS don't they!...
Just like 5775! 

Entering into the DOOR of CHRIST Yeshua 
who is ETERNITY's HEART SONG...as ONE with CHRIST as a flaming ONE inside of the Eternally Lit Tree of LIFE....Menorah.

The roots of my life are inter-twined with His life alone. He has woven His life into my life and made me ONE with HIM.

The word 'wait' is the same as 'hope' and 'trust' and means that He weaves your life to his by giving you His life in-place of every area where you give your weaknesses to Him.

Isaiah 40:30-31
Even youths shall faint and be weary, and [selected] young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;
But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up [close to God] as eagles [mount up to the sun]; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.


BE - Loved Warrior Bride Carrying The Eternal Fragrant Of Love,
Carrie Rebecca Love Grace
LOVE who is Bound to Love-Grace1-16-15 Friday 

Father LOVE

Father LOVE

Father 'LOVE' is forever motivated by LOVE for us.

Father 'LOVE' forever expresses value for us.


Father 'LOVE' is forever committed to us,
never lacking in seeing all dimensions of our heart.

Father 'LOVE' forever accepts us in
His Everlasting Covenant of Mercy.

Father LOVE forever covers us and desires us.

Father LOVE is forever pursuing us with

Compassionate and affectionate Merciful Loving  Grace.

Father LOVE laid down  his own Life,
'The Blood of Mercy'
upon the throne of our hearts.

Our Hearts have become His very own throne where
His Life
abides,
rests,
rules
and
reigns
 from.


HE is HEAVEN Living within Our Hearts ..........

Selah

~~~~

Inside the Fiery Furnace of Your heart,
Under the Shadow of
Dove's Wings
I
 find my Rest.

We forever find our rest under the shadow of
'Belonging in LOVE'

We are His children made in His image.
He brought us home to
His heart through His
Everlasting Covenant of Mercy (Yeshua).

His own Mercy Filled Life Blood
was given to bring us home 
so that we can
REST
with Him in
ONENESS
as 
Everlasting Abiding Love.

The Furnace ~Under The Shadow Of Your Wings by Jason Upton


~~~

We live, abide, and dwell....at home...

inside the fiery furnace of his Love,
abiding under the shadow of His Gentle Breeze

we've become
One Heart
of
Pure Love.

Father and I affectionately call our One Heart,

"Beautiful ONE.'

LOVE,

Beloved Warrior Bride Carrying the Captivating

Fragrant Life of  The Beautiful ONE ~   ' Love and Grace'

Carrie Rebecca Love Grace Jones

© Copyright 2013

Love Is The Dance of Life That Lasts Throughout All Eternity

1 John 4:7-12

Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.

Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.

This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins.

Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

Philippians 2:1-11

Therefore if you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any common sharing in the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and of one mind.

Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.

In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus:  Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage;   rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. 

 And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death — even death on a cross! 

Therefore God exalted him to the highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth,  and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

The Wind Gate Of First Love

                             

The LORD appeared to us in the past, saying:
"I have loved you with an everlasting love;
I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.

Jeremiah 31:3

There's No Mistaking Love by Jason Upton


When the Breath of of LOVE
Breathes into our inner most being through the
Wind Gate of First Love......

within our hearts, the very Life Giving Essence of His Love 
awakens and joins
us to Himself
creating a new life.......
A Brand New Heart fully alive......united as

One Life of Love......
within the Heart Womb of
Everlasting Covenant
Love.

The heart of  His Beloved Dove is blooming with fragrant Spices while dancing with Him to the Song of all Songs.  He has captured my heart with His Life Song of Eternal Love.



"I led them with cords of human kindness, with ties of love. To them I was like one who lifts a little child to the cheek, and I bent down to feed them"

Hosea 11:4

In April 2013, I saw a vision of a cherry blossom tree.
I first saw a vision of a man representing Israel and then Father God blowing the winds of His Love (His breath) upon and through Israel and down into his generational seed line.

It appeared as wind blowing down through the stairway of His DNA line and into this current generation and on into eternity.

I saw his breath as fluid Love blowing into hearts of his children and awakening their hearts as His Beloved Israel ....who is also us.

After seeing this vision, Abba led me to see a web link article discussing the details of how a 200 year old cherry blossom tree in Israel was discovered in a location at the bottom of Mt. Hebron in the 'HEART' of a place called 'The Wind Gate.'His gentle leading is Amazing.

There is only on ancient cherry tree in Israel....that is over 200 years old.
The cherry tree and its blossom is renown for the meaning 'unite with your beloved.'
This cherry tree was discovered in the 'HEART' of the WIND GATE.

Father's  breath ...is the wind blowing the breath of his love into the heart of the wind gate of our hearts.....the door way of our hearts......awakening us to love Him with only what He first gave to us...the breath of his Love.

His breath is calling us to Unite as ONE heart with His in abandoned Love.
He is awakening our hearts to be
'The Beloved Beautiful One heart" united in eternally abiding Love.

This 200 year old cherry tree was discovered in 2007, which is the year He had me rest alone with Him while I recuperated from chronic migraines that I had been battling for four years.

During this time I fell so deeply in Love with His Spirit so much so that my heart ached as I began to experience His manifest presence holding me and blowing His breath upon my face.

I could hear and feel his breath blowing upon my face while there was no other source for wind to be blowing in the room.

His presence became real and manifest to me during this time.

This cherry blossom tree represents our united heart of Love.

He blows His breath upon the cherry blossoms sending out the fragrance of everlasting Love into all the world through  the Wind Gate of our united hearts.


Everlasting Love is revealing to us that his love is blossoming within our united hearts.

The wind of His Love is now blowing throughout the earth as His Loving Spirit blows His Breath upon each one, they are awakening to the reality of eternally belonging inside of Love as His Bride whom He has known before the beginning of time.

As His breath blows upon you, awaken, unite with your beloved's heart of Love for you.
You are His Beloved cherry tree blossoming within the garden enclosed.

The fragrance of your one heart of love is being blown throughout the world so that his children will be drawn with everlasting loving-kindness into the secret garden of His Heart.

He desires all of his children to see and smell the fragrance of Love and taste of the fruit of Love.

He desires all to Know, intimately know, He is the very life essence of Eternal Agape Love. He is drawing your to Himself through the very life of LOVE.

Inside the Secret Garden of United Love, with my Beloved Eternal Husband's heart of Love, I am His Beloved Rebecca carrying the fragrance of His Life of Love, freely giving as I have freely received, as I live inside of My One Heart Habitation of United Love and Grace.

Inside of My Sheltering One, Under the Shadow of His Glory Light,
I Am eternally One with LOVE,
Carrie Rebecca Love Grace
11/2/ 14  

We His bride, is the Shulammite who dances before our King.  

Song of Solomon 6:13  

Dance, dance, dear Shulammite, Angel-Princess! Dance, and we'll feast our eyes on your grace! Everyone wants to see the Shulammite dance her victory dance of love and peace.

Created in April of 2013

This is a video I created in April of 2013  In this video is Carrie Rebecca Love Grace dancing as Her Beloved's Shulammite Bride
http://youtu.be/EcbGbtdTtcI  

Below is the second version of the video placed to the same song:

More Love 

                                                  http://youtu.be/o30EffqbumI

Awakening of LOVE ~ Be Loved My Beloved

Eternal Loving-Kindness is carrying my life......

I accept the truth He absolutely Loves me no matter what.
I yield, surrender..and just say Papa!
His unbounded, unchained LOVE imparts into our hearts faith
to believe and trust Him for what seems to be the impossible
in this natural realm.
Yet ALL is  fully possible with HIM who is the All powerful,
ALL CONSUMING .....LOVING ONEHe is The One who promised TO HIMSELF to save us.
and then stepped over to the other side to fulfill the very promise He made to Himself.

You and I  can at any time come and sit in His manifest Presence Abba.... Lap.

You may ask, "How?'
It is all because of WHO HE is,
HE is Everlasting Loving-Kindness
who has joined our hearts with His
as
ONE.

HE is The the very LIFE essence of the
Everlasting Covenant of Love.

The IMAGE of LOVE grows till He
is manifesting
(The Life and nature of His Love)
in all areas of my life....
His Grown up Ripe Truth Fruits of LOVE.He has drawn me with the cords of HIS Loving-kindness.

He has sown His Life of LOVE into me.

I can't help but give all the LOVE back to which He poured into me.



Reciprocal  LOVE.
Love breeds more LOVE.....
When we sow more LOVE...
we are breeding more LIFE of LOVE...
till LOVE is all grown up in all areas.
His Life seed inside of me carries His image
and I cannot help myself but to grow up as His image in this earth.

Even when I fail,
His nurturing supply,
which to me is much like a spiritual umbilical cord,
forever flowing
(there is not a shut off valve).

His Spirit grows our ONE HEART of LOVE
through His very strength pouring into us.

As a Daddy nurtures His ONE HEART within us
it is His Love giving us His own life giving strength to grow
up from glory to glory into the fullness of His Jesus image;
He has given us His DNA,
as He is, so are we...
We are the image of His LOVE expressed to one another on this journey upon this path of Life.

The same Blood of Jesus was powerful enough to save me,
is the same blood that keeps me,
and
grows me up.

His Love pouring into me is what (WHO) centers me...
draws me, carries me into a single eyed focus.....
because his unconditional accepting
Fathering and Mothering heart of LOVE for me lets me know I have an absolute safe place of belonging in His presence at all times regardless of my lack of effort,
my failures, my sin, pain or illness, or lack of focus or praying, meditating, reading the Word; why?


It is because He is My Daddy, whom I always, always at all times have a place on His Lap.
(By the way, my best efforts wouldn't get me into this place of manifest presence...
it is only by His Spirit of Love who is ONE with me and .....
also who is also the Very Tabernacle of HEAVEN...
who is ONE with me....

The Finished Work of the Cross is GRACE upon GRACE ~

He took on all of the burden of the promise
He made to himself to wholly save us.
He made the promise then stepped onto the other side to
become the fulfillment of the promise on our behalf.
He removed the heavy burden from our shoulders by
carrying it upon his thus enabling us to fully be in His manifest Presence....at all times.
Through Yeshua's perfect obedience to the Father we have full access,
acceptance and belonging in our father's presence at all times.

His Everlasting Mercy ~ YHVH's LIFE BLOOD in Yeshua
is the place (position) of life he placed us into ....
He placed us inside of the LIGHT OF HIS LIFE.

We live
INSIDE
of
The Spirit of Mercy,
The Spirit of Faith,
The Spirit of Truth,
The Spirit of GRACE
The Timeless Tabernacle
of Heaven(s) who is also living
INSIDE
of us.Yeshua is the Eternal YHWH BLOOD on the
MERCY seat sounding out the sound of MERCY for us at all times.

His Blood upon the Mercy seat eternally intercedes for us on our behalf.

The Sound of His Merciful Life is flowing at all times occupying all space, and is never ceasing.

Abba Father only sees us through the Life of His SON
(His Gift of Mercy for us).


Abba Father Sees us through His Son's Life blood.
He only sees us 'inside' of His Life Blood and image of His Son.
He has placed us IN CHRIST.
He is at all times wholly pleased with us because we are at all times wholly covered and hidden inside of his life blood.
When Father sees us He sees CHRIST.



Upon us accepting the Spirit of Christ we become One Spirit with HIM who is Christ the anointed One.

We become the 'Beautiful ONE HEART' of LOVE
who lives inside of His Spirit Heart Home
as well as His Spirit living within us as his 'Temple' whom he wholly sanctified through his perfect obedience by laying down his own life blood.



He perfectly pursues us with everlasting goodness and mercy at all times.
Just trust that he is good to you because this is who HE IS.
He is the very life of Goodness.
He is the very life of Everlasting Kindness.
He is the very life of Everlasting Mercy.
He is the very life of Everlasting Grace.
He is the very life of Everlasting LOVE.
Ahava - LOVE

Forever IN   ~ Love,
Abiding at Abba's side inside of the Living LIGHT of LOVE ~
Carrie Rebecca LOVE Grace

copyright 8-18-14

Nestled In Among The Oaks On The Corner Of Cedar and Pine

Nestled In Among The Oaks On The Corner Of Cedar and Pine

November 4, 2013 at 3:05am

1 Thess. 3:12

 "And the LORD make you to increase and abound IN LOVE ONE TOWARD ANOTHER, and TOWARD ALL MEN, even as we do toward you."

I remember the day when the Adoni said to me,
" I will show you my bride, you will see them with your own eyes."

He opened my eyes to see the beauty of His bride, the beautiful lowly ones walking in the humbleness of His LOVE.

I found them set aside in the lower parts of Ascension nestled in among the oaks on the corner of
Cedar and Pine.

They are lowly ones walking in steadfast Love for one another. 

They are broken heart menders and living word givers  reaching out to the community around them, freely giving what they have freely received.

Saturday, while at Christ Healing Community's yearly 'give away,' I was standing under the shade of an oak tree looking up at the street signs 'Cedar' and 'Pine' when I thought out loud to myself,

"Love really does matter most of all.'  ~~~~ 

There once was a time when I suffered for over seven years, almost daily, from migraines.

They were triggered by any hint of a chemical scent from soaps, shampoos, detergents, candles, perfumes, and more.

I couldn't go into a grocery store without getting a migraine.

By the end of 09 I began experiencing seizures triggered by chemical sensitivities and sounds and they also began in during my sleep.

I also began experiencing vision and hearing began fluctuations during this time.

There were more times than I can recall in which all  I could do was lay as still as possible,

barely whispering prayers and praying in tongues; and many times I felt that all I could do was simply sigh out a groan.

It was during these deepest moments of aloneness while in pain that time felt as it was nothing but a blur,

yet I experienced my spirit being held by The Holy Spirit. I began to deeply experiencing His Spirit interceding for and communing with mine.

By 07 I allowed my three  older children to live with their dad because I barely could physically take care of myself.

David's natural father was never in his life and there was no family available for me to turn to for help.

David, who is my youngest child, remained with me; it was the two of us traversing throughout this healing journey.

He witnessed seeing me in great pain and also witnessed seeing me experience God's healing Love flow into my body.

David witnessed seeing me experience body wide pain, feet pain to the point I could barely walk, and when he was five years old he saw me have seizures.

What he was seeing me go through grieved my heart, yet all I could do was 'trust' and 'abide' while I remained in a state of prayer morning and night with David right there with me. 

There is beauty that Daddy God was developing within our lives as David, at such a young age began seeing and experience the Faithfulness of GOD as he witnessed the fruition of so many healings.

God has used my life as an instrument demonstrating patient trust and steadfast faith in GOD while going through such a difficult time. 

At such a young age he's seen me cling to Jesus with all of my might, yet  finding out all my own might wasn't strong enough;  once all my strength was gone I experienced His Strength holding on to me.

Once in the middle of a seizure, as dark as it was when everything went black, I can truly say I experienced His Presence with me and knowing it was only Him alone who held my very existence together.

I felt my heart eyes awakened to knowing His Spirit within mine and around mine,  holding me together with all of HIS Might;

I instantly had a knowing that not one ounce of my own strength could ever do this for me.

Morning and Night, David and I would read the word together and pray;sometimes we even built a tent to huddle under and pray.

David is now experiencing the joy of taking walks with me, going to the park to play, playing ball with me ( as of today, its not only baseball its now volleyball too). 

He and I can  go shopping together now, I've gained the stamina to home school him, and yes, we even dance and wave banners together.

 By the time the end of 09 rolled around, as a result of all health issues I was experiencing, I was unable to operate my  business, I experienced a quick marriage that quickly ended in divorce, and became homeless, yet  even during this time I experienced  

The Holy Spirit at my side and leading me to a place to rest our heads. 

Many times throughout this journey He reminded me  that He (Jesus) didn't have a permanent place to live, he went where ever His Father led him. 

As He reminded me of this fact, I became willing to let go of all expectations of having a home in this life that I could call my own in order to have him alone as 'my forever, eternal, heart home.'

He became my only source of security and safety in this world; it became my sole desire to be led by Him at all times, to go  wherever  he led me to be throughout this journey here in the earth.

As Father was Jesus' True Heart Home while he walked here on the earth in his physical form, I also came to know that my True Heart Home is My Father's Heart. 

My Father is my True Home Sweet Heart Home.

His NAME is Like Honey upon my lips. His heart fills mine with the Honey of His Sweet Life.

During 2010, I said to GOD,
"God if my life is spent laying on this couch worshiping you, then so be it.  It is the best place I could ever be because I am with YOU; all that I want in this life is to be with you."

After 7 years of painful migraines, and  going through so much of what I call the 'wine press,'  He led

me to this small body of believers from diverse backgrounds, yet the fragrance of Love remained the

strong unifying glue.A friend beautifully stated it to me like this,

"Once you have been through the "wine press" and "pressed beyond measure" (2 Cor. 1:8),  the many individual grapes become WINE through the pressure.

Each individual grape looses its thick skin and gets lost in the unity, but keeps the flavor and smell of the original fruit.

This body of believers  resemble the  one we know in Song of Solomon as the Shulamite who was living  out on back side of no where in the lower regions of the country side.

They are made up of sinners who became free from chains that no man could set them free from.

Only experiencing the all consuming power of His Love is what set them free.

For each one, this little white church sitting on the corner of Pine and Cypress became a watering well where the Shepherd King met them right where they were at in their life and nurtured each one back to life.

He  nurtures each one with the broken bread of His life, filling each heart with His Everlasting Living
Waters,quenching the deep thirst within.

Within this place He reveals Himself as the Fountain of Life quenching the deep need within every heart.

It became a place for the for the lost sheep to run to.

It is where  the prodigals traveling along a long and dusty road  could see their Dad from afar running out towards them with wide open arms ready to hug them with His forever belonging heart hugs.

These are the ones whom other churches probably wouldn't allow in the doors, fearful their carpet may get soiled.

Most every walk of life is represented here: prostitutes, ex-prisoners, dug addicts, the homeless, the family-less, the abused, the forsaken, the widows and orphans, nursing home residents, the sick and disabled, the old and the  young.

The Shulamite, just as these listed above, considered herself to be the least of the least;  flat chested, scorched brown by the sun, and unlovely. Her family and world did not think much of her. 

Yet  there was One man, a Shepherd,  who thought much of her; He wooed her and pursued her despite how unlovely and unacceptable she perceived herself to be, as this is what she was told all of her life.

These lies became like a warm familiar blanket she could only identify her self with and see through a glass darkly, a vague image of what she dreamed to be.

The Shepherd king won her heart over through unconditional love, forever wooing her heart with loving-kindness to see into His so that she could see herself through His crystal clear heart reflecting to Her how he has always seen her before the lies began.

He escorted her to His home by way of an obscure place.

This obscure way is The Way of  the secret stairs where He shelters her under the shadow of His wings in the cleft of the Rock, holding her close to his chest as His Beloved One.

While hidden away in the cleft of the Rock, her heart awakened to see this place as her true heart home;

This place is HIM, The Cleft in the Rock is His Presence;
Her Shepherd is her true heart King who has been her true heart home all along, even before the beginning of time.

As ONE, she and her king 'ascended' up into the mountain till they reached the top which He and she calls,  'The Rock of United LOVE.'

It is here, He began calling on the north, south, east and finally the west winds to blow through her garden heart  enclosed, which had become their secret habitation;
ONE HEART HOME united in Love.  

It is here standing upon the mountain top 'United as One In LOVE' where He removed His shepherds garb to reveal to her heart it was Him The King of Glory who has been the One pursuing her all along.

He awakens His beloved's heart to know that despite her lowly beginnings,
His heart has only seen her as his bride before the beginning of time.

It is Him, The King of Glory, who has been her ONE true LOVE all along.

Standing as ONE, the winds blowing through their ONE heart home,  the fragrance of

'The Beautiful One's LOVE' is carried by the winds of His Grace throughout the world beckoning every heart to come home.

He is in LOVE with her. He is in Love with His church. He is in Love with you and I. 

He is in Love with this small  body of believers, whose  hearts are united as one,
meeting in this tiny white church nestled beside to an old oak tree next to the railroad track on the corner of Cedar and Pine.

The world doesn't think much about them but GOD, our Shepherd King does.
Our King of Glory's heart is fully tilted towards them, His Shulamite bride. He is their Heart's Home.

It was in this little place  among these precious 'beautiful Ones' who, as they were  praying for me  that I experienced healing power flow throughout my body. 

It was a few days later I realized I was not experiencing migraines. I had experienced pain for so long I had forgotten what it felt like to be pain free.

 I felt like I was holding my breath waiting for the next migraine but it never came. There's just really no words to express how grateful of a feeling I felt to not be in  this kind of pain any longer.

I was deeply thankful to Father of all Mercy and GOD of all comfort for His healing LOVE that came through these 'Beautiful Ones,' who to me is His Shulamite Bride coming up out of the wilderness fully leaning upon her Shepherd King.

I too am like this Shulamite bride coming up out of the wilderness leaning fully upon My Beloved Shepherd King.

  

 I've traversed through such brokenness that all I could do was lean fully upon the strong walls of this 'Water Well' while His bride served to me The Waters of His Life to quench my deep thirst.

I could feel The Fountain of Life  seated next to me pouring into my heart and  soul the Waters of Everlasting LIFE.

I experienced Him feeding me the broken bread of His life and taking my place while nurturing me back to life.

As I journeyed through this wilderness, all hope of relying upon  any efforts of my flesh to bring myself up and out  was gone; fully yielded and surrendered to the one who became my only sustenance, my only Husband, my only  Beloved is the one whom I'm fully relying upon and leaning upon as He causes my heart to REST in our 'UNITED ROCK OF LOVE.'

As we ascended into The Mountain of His Presence, He as my Husband, fully carried me through the door into His Heart Home and Chamber.

He then revealed to my heart its been HIM all along; The King of GLORY, who's seen me before time began and has been pursing my heart to be fully surrendered to Him alone as His Bride.

I rely upon His heart to be fully for mine. He is my LORD, My strong tower,  my breath, my strength, my everything. 

HE is my Father.

Yeshua is my brother. 

My Jehovah Ish - My Husband and loving Healer.

He is My banner of LOVE  lifted up High over me.

He is my all in all. He is My Shepherd King who shepherds my heart like no other and who created my heart to be beautifully united with HIM, The King of Glory, as ONE garden heart home which we call, our 'Beautiful ONE.'

This is my story but this is your story too, your heart is His heart's home which he calls his 'Beautiful One' Heart Home.

The King of Glory is calling you Home to abide as ONE withing Him forever in United LOVE.

LOVE matters most of all ~ ~ ~

"The world may be tilted towards the rich and famous but GOD is tilted towards the

underdog, the forgotten ones, the abused, lonely, orphaned, widowed, the prostitutes,

the sick in heart and body.Jesus extends peace to us and says,

 "Drink of my life and you will never thirst again.He says to us, "I Am for you."He is

our friend even before we're willing to become His friend.No one in society is beyond

His extended hand of grace and friendship.


Via my pastor on November 2, 2013  ~ Clayton Hartline

  Song of Solomon 6:8-12
as well as young women beyond number; but my dove, my perfect one, is unique,her mother’s only child,the darling of the one who bore her.
The daughters see her and call

her happy;the queens and concubines praise her.

 “Who is this, shining forth like the dawn,fair as the moon, bright as the sun” —but formidable

as an army marching under banners?[She]to see the fresh green plants in the valley,to see if the

vine had budded,or if the pomegranate trees were in bloom. Before I knew it, I found myself in a chariot, and with me was a prince.

He

There are sixty queens and eighty concubines,

 I had gone down to the nut orchard

Jesus Friend of Sinners by Casting Crowns