Becoming The Desert Rose

 ~ Becoming The Desert Rose  ~  

Are you going through a wilderness?

If so, take heart, I have some good news for you.

You're going to bloom in the place where


the world thinks


(believes) its impossible. 

He is the One who will bring you


THROUGH it

but first you will become


His Desert Rose,


living from His Life within you


as apposed from yourself,


He brings you out of you and into Him


to fully live from the Life of Christ within you.

Isaiah 35:1

"The wilderness and the dry land shall be glad;

the desert shall rejoice and blossom like the rose and the autumn crocus."

He is making you into His Desert Rose whose roots are planted inside of Him, Up in His His heart land soil, which is nurturing you from the concentrated River of Life giving Love. 

He draws us out into the wilderness in order to work out His will for our lives; to give us rest for our souls IN HIM. He draws us away so that we can know HIM as our only source of 'Rest.' 

He brings us into this place in order to bring us into 'ONEness' and perfect unison, agreement and harmony the truth of who you are and who HE is; You are One with The Life of LOVE.

It was believing a lie that led us away from GOD
and from knowing who we are, who He truly created, through His hands and His Breath breathing into us, to be with Him. It is believing the Truth of who He is and who we are that leads us back to HIM. 

It is when we shall Know the Truth, the truth shall set us free. His Life is the very Spirit of Truth who comes to us to remind us of WHO we are IN HIM. 

The word repent is from the Greek word, 'metenoah,(sp?)' meaning to turn around and go back the other way. It is a turning from the lie we believe about ourselves, which resulting in us acting upon those lies that became mindsets and false identities, which also can be generational mindsets and false identities that are passed on to us and are expected of us to play along in one accord with them. Well, we can step outside of those boxes and those blankets of false roles and identities by faith. 
We 'metonoah,' repent, turn away from going in the direction of the lie to head towards and move in the direction of the Truth; the truth of where we originally came from by facing Him, the Spirit of Truth, who unveils the to our hearts the Truth of WHO we truly are, and who we have been all along. 

His heart causes us to remember our true origin from with in His heart womb. 

When we behold HIM, we behold the TRUTH of who we truly are and the image of who we were created to be from inside of His heart where we existed before the beginning of time.

As we Behold HIM, our false mindsets and false identities fall by the way side and we begin to WALK in The TRUTH of WHO we are; our mindsets and identity comes into full agreement and unison with our/His true Identity and we then begin to WALK IN the TRUTH and origin of our TRUE NATURE and IDENTITY as ONE ETERNAL SPIRIT WITH HIM ~ YHWH ~ who created US out of HIS SPIRIT. 

From our Agreement with the TRUTH we begin to walk out our true nature and identity as the MANIFEST SONS *Daughters of GOD.

So.....as you walk with HIM through this wilderness where it is just you and Him, while He marries your heart, brings your heart and soul into unison, agreement with His, feed off of His everlasting covenant faithfulness for you that lasts throughout eternity. 

"Give thanks to Him Who led His people THROUGH the wilderness, for HIS (everlasting) MERCY and 
loving-kindness endure forever ;"
Psalm 136:16
(AMP)

Notice how He ties in His 'Faithfulness' and 'Love' over and over again. 

He is forever faithful to us through the power of His everlasting covenant of Mercy.

He Loved us so much that GAVE His only SON ~ SEED OF LIFE ~ to be placed inside of us, so His sons Life (The Living Word, Truth) could bring us back into ONEness
and comm-union with His HEART ~ thus we become ONE HEART with HIM WHO IS ETERNAL LOVE.

His covenant everlasting Mercy is the life of Yeshua for it is His blood which is the life of the Everlasting covenant of Mercy. 

Feed off of the greatness of His everlasting covenant of faithfulness to you while traversing through the wilderness with HIM who is the very SPIRIT ~ LIFE of the covenant of EVERLASTING MERCY.

His eternal blood is placed on the Mercy seat of our hearts where he is enthroned within us as His Living Temple.

He draws us into the wilderness to give us rest from our ares of inner opposition and strivings within ourselves and areas of unbelief of who we truly are In Him.

He woos us into the wilderness to reveal to the depths of our souls that He is Who He promised Himself to be to us. 

He reveals Himself on the most intimate heart knowing, experiential levels, of who WE truly are to Him and 'In' Him.

He removes all support and props of the flesh world so that He can experientially reveal the truth to us that HE is our only source of Life living within our hearts as His Temple. 

He causes our roots to grow deep into Him, establishing us inside the solid Rock of Life, where the concentrated waters of Love runs deep. 

He feeds us Himself as our living bread and wine of life; 
He causes our hearts to experience His faithfulness as our only source of strength, our very Life; the life we live, we no longer live unto ourselves, for the life we live is The Life of Christ alone. 

As we surrender to Him as the Seed of Life whom through our daily dying to self process His Life becomes our Life; He is the Tree of Life living through us, producing healing leaves for others to feed from His Spirit Living through us. 

We become His Living Word, Living Epistle written Alive ~ His Living scroll unrolled and read by all.

Colossians 3:1-4
" So it comes down to this: since you have been raised with the Anointed One, the Liberating King, set your mind on heaven above. The Anointed is there, seated at God’s right hand. Stay focused on what’s above, not on earthly things, because your old life is dead and gone. Your new life is now hidden, enmeshed with the Anointed who is in God. On that day when the Anointed One—who is our[a] very life—is revealed, you will be revealed with Him in glory! "

He reveals Himself as our Husband, our Jehovah Ishi, who uses every opportunity to pursue us in the wilderness. He is never angry at our process, He delights in using every misgivings, failures, false mindsets as opportunities to reveal MORE LOVE to us.

All areas of our struggles and inner workings become the platform in which He gets another opportunity to reveal the Truth of who He is; the More Truth we get to behold the MORE we will begin to trust Who HE IS ~ HE IS EVERLASTING LOVE who totally and wholly pursues us with His own Life. 

He uses His own Life to be a shield about us as known as the Wall of Fire ~ The Living Flames of LOVE wholly surrounding and consuming each and every area of inner struggles, weaknesses, misgivings and false mindsets of who we thought we were with His Hear of LOVE for us ~ He becomes our very own ~ ALL Consuming Fire of Love LOVE.

He is our consuming flame of Love who faithfully conquers all areas within us in opposition to Love; every area of our hearts, He will melt through drawing us closer into Himself with consuming Love.


"And I am convinced and sure of this very thing, that He Who began a good work in you will continue until the day of Jesus Christ [right up to the time of His return], developing [that good work] and perfecting and bringing it to full completion in you."
( ***my notes*** The work Your Life ~ as ~ HIS POEMA ~ His Love Story ~ so you can BE all That HE intended Your Life to be here in this realm AS IT IS IN HEAVEN ~ your Eternal Heart Home and beginnings).Philippians 1:6
(AMP)

While on wilderness journey He becomes our Husband who utilizes every opportunity to reveal to our Hearts that He is our 'One and only True LOVE.

He reveals to our souls that HE alone is our only True Lover, true source and sustenance, support, total comfort and strong shoulders to lean upon.

He created us as His own, to desire intimacy as He desires intimacy in relationship with us, He uses every opportunity to woo us deeper into His embrace of Grace revealing His deep affectionate Love for us.

He created us to be in Him and Him in us; to be in unison, and be of One mind with and IN Him, whom we are seated within, Christ our HOPE of Glory living on the Inside of US.

In this place He is faithful to work with us to bring us Up into His Hearts well of Living waters, so that we can 
Drink from His Spirit of Life, the Living Fountain of Life. 

LOVE nurtures our souls from the place of our beginnings within Him where He knew us from before we were formed in our mother's womb. 

In His LIFE, He reminds us of our heart's origins which were created from within His Heart womb of compassionate Love.

In the wilderness He reveal Himself as the Life of tender mercies and faithful Love who eternally cares for our souls as our Daily Bread of Life, The Life of Christ in whom we are ONE Heart.

His Life nurtures our life within Himself as our eternal flame of Love. 

He is forever faithful to us, to bring us out of ourselves........and into HIM.....
so that we can learn to live from His Life within us not from our own life.

We can't do it in our own strength, He does it in us through His everlasting covenant of faithful Love to us.

There are two scriptures I would like for you to take notice of and ponder in your heart about your life ask of Him what is He speaking to your heart through them.


This is the way God put it: “They found grace out in the desert, these people who survived the killing. Israel, out looking for a place to rest, met God out looking for them!” God told them, “I’ve never quit loving you and never will. Expect love, love, and more love!Jeremiah 31:2The Message (MSG)

Hosea 2:14-23
"Therefore, behold, I will allure her [Israel - who also symbolic of us, we are His Spiritual children) ]
and bring her into the wilderness, and I will speak tenderly and to her heart.

There I will give her her vineyards and make the Valley of Achor [troubling] (In the areas of all of her wilderness struggles, pain, battles, shame, inner struggles with unbelief and striving) to BE for her a DOOR of HOPE and expectation.

And she shall sing there and respond as in the days of her youth and as at the time when she came up out of the land of Egypt.

And it shall be in that day, says the Lord, that you will call Me Ishi [my Husband], and you shall no more call Me Baali [my Baal].

And I will betroth you to Me forever; yes, I will betroth you to Me in righteousness and justice, in steadfast love, and in mercy.

I will even betroth you to Me in stability and in faithfulness, and you shall know (recognize, be acquainted with, appreciate, give heed to, and cherish) the Lord.

And in that day I will respond, says the Lord; I will respond to the heavens [which ask for rain to pour on the earth], and they shall respond to the earth [which begs for the rain it needs],

And the earth shall respond to the grain and the wine and the oil [which beseech it to bring them forth], and these shall respond to Jezreel.  [restored Israel, who prays for a supply of them].

And I will sow her for Myself anew in the land, and I will have love, pity, and mercy for her who had not obtained love, pity, and mercy; and I will say to those who were not My people, You are My people, and they shall say, You are my God!"

And so now I’ll start over with you and build you up again,

THE LAND of your LIFE will BLOOM AGAIN...and this 

time it will BLOOM from the RIVER of HEAVEN where 

your ROOTS are planted and fully established in YOUR 

HEART that is IN FULL AGREEMENT ~
UNISON ~ 

WITH HIS HEART ~ 

THE TRUTH LIVING IN YOUR FLESH.

Joel 2:22
The Message (MSG)
The Trees Are Bearing Fruit Again
Fear not, Earth! Be glad and celebrate!
God has done great things.
Fear not, wild animals!
The fields and meadows are greening up.
The trees are bearing fruit again:
a bumper crop of fig trees and vines!
Children of Zion, celebrate!
Be glad in your God.
He’s giving you a teacher
to train you how to live right—

Teaching, like rain out of heaven, showers of words
to refresh and nourish your soul, just as he used to do.

And plenty of food for your body—silos full of grain,
casks of wine and barrels of olive oil.

I AM His Desert Rose blooming in the Grace of  Joel 2:22
Carrie Rebecca LOVE Grace

My testimony is that after 14 years of being in the desert 
He made me a sign and a wonder in the flesh realm 
for My heart thoughts became one with His (married, in unison) and manifested the concentrated River of Life into my body through a miracle in my 
blood that no longer has lupus showing up in my DNA. My DNA has become His DNA, My Blood has become His Blood. My life has become His Life.

He wooed me into the wilderness to marry my heart and soul and body to His alone, 
the Mind of My heart is fully convinced, persuaded, and resolved to think as as
ONE HEART with HIS.

At exactly 2:22 PM ........on 1/6//15 my neurologist spoke to me 'your blood work turned out great. Happy New year."

The 6 represents the end of the time of living in the flesh of man and 
1/7/15 represents entering in Living From His LIFE and Resting In His Life alone.

The time 2:22 represented Joel 2:22, which means my life is bearing fruit again, but this time from living fully within Him, His life fully sustaining my life through the power of His Spirit alone, not mine. 

Through all that He has brought me through in my wilderness season, He has taught me to live from His 
Spirit life within who fully nurtures and sustains me through the power of His everlasting faithful covenant of Eternal LOVE ~ My River of Life.

Before I received this message from my doctor at exactly 2:22 on 1/6/15 ~ 

I wrote ~ on December 15, 2014 at 2:13 pm
I feel the ASCENDING ~~~~~ 
been seeing these numbers ~ 
3:22
4:22
5:22
6:22
7:22
8:22
9:22
12:22
1:22
2:22
24/40

THEY LOOK like double DOORS don't they!...
Just like 5775! 

Entering into the DOOR of CHRIST Yeshua 
who is ETERNITY's HEART SONG...as ONE with CHRIST as a flaming ONE inside of the Eternally Lit Tree of LIFE....Menorah.

The roots of my life are inter-twined with His life alone. He has woven His life into my life and made me ONE with HIM.

The word 'wait' is the same as 'hope' and 'trust' and means that He weaves your life to his by giving you His life in-place of every area where you give your weaknesses to Him.

Isaiah 40:30-31
Even youths shall faint and be weary, and [selected] young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;
But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up [close to God] as eagles [mount up to the sun]; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.


BE - Loved Warrior Bride Carrying The Eternal Fragrant Of Love,
Carrie Rebecca Love Grace
LOVE who is Bound to Love-Grace1-16-15 Friday