COME OUT FROM UNDER NEATH THE BAD REPORTS
GOD knew me before anyone knew me.
He knew me before I was in the womb.He knew you while he formed you in the womb.
Our names given to us are inspired by our FATHER who knew us before we were born.
It takes COURAGE to grow up INTO who He created us to be.
He created us, defined us, gives us a destiny, gives each of us his specific plan and purpose;
He lays out the DNA and blue print for our lives.
HE WORKS all things together for good and are called for his purposes.
Our helpmates were created within his plan too; when he gives us our helpmates, it is to help define and increase plans, purpose, and destinies upon each of our lives.
Psalm 139:13-16
Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out;
you formed me in my mother’s womb.
I thank you, High God—you’re breathtaking!
Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
I worship in adoration—what a creation!
You know me inside and out,
you know every bone in my body;
You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit,
how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth;
all the stages of my life were spread out before you,
The days of my life all prepared
before I’d even lived one day.
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Carrie (Rebecca - captivated, bound as ONE to LOVE GRACE
at the innocent age of 2 years old.
My mother suffered through the loss of her three year old daughter, Missy. Within two weeks of her passing my mother conceived me. Though my grieving family was not ready for me to be born into their lives, GOD was ready for me to be born into this world. It was his 'destined' plan for me to be born for such a time as this.
I knew my mom grieved but only recently found out to the extent of her grief while carrying my tiny forming life. From what I heard, she sat in a recliner the majority of the time in comatose state of grief. My second oldest sister, at the age of 9, recognized that our mom was not able, at the time, to fully tend to me.
Though my sister was only 9, she 'emotionally and physically' cared for me to such an extent that by the time I was four years old I thought she was my mom.
Very soon after my birth they discovered that I had a severe case of asthma and allergic to many things in my environment triggered attacks. My entire system was so sensitive that nearly any changes in my environment triggered an asthma attack. Throughout my childhood years I remember many times of struggling to breathe. One time I remember my finger tips turning blue; at other times I recall the lights 'going black;' I passed out.
It seems as tho I was always in a doctor's office or in the hospital.
Yet, GOD was with me. From my earliest memories, I remember talking to GOD.
I talked to him all the time. I knew He was with me. I would talk with Him as a best play mate.
Throughout those early years I could feel his presence sitting right there next to me.
My heart was tender and soft to what his heart felt.
I once asked him, 'GOD, who blesses you when you sneeze?'
Because I didn't want him to be left out, whenever I heard anyone sneeze I would say to HIM,
'GOD, God bless YOU.'
Most often this was just between him and I. I don't think my family members knew how much I talked to him. I just always knew I had this special conversation going on between Him and I.
Three years ago he told me, I purposed you to be born as the fifth child, the number of GRACE.
I purposed your parents to name you Carrie, which means, 'LOVE, Beloved, Ahavah, Agape LOVE).
This past Saturday I was given a ring with the Hebrew symbol, 'CHIA' meaning 'TO LIFE.'
The Numeric meanings of the letter 'Chet' means 8 which means 'new beginnings' as well as 'GRACE.
I am seeing that one of the significant words he is speaking to my heart through giving me this ring is that he is saying, 'I AM the Spirit of GRACE, calling you 'My daughter of GRACE' whom I forever give 'GRACE to for NEW BEGINNINGS."
The 'Chet' is formed by the letters 'Vav' (6) and 'Zyin' (7) which the sum gimatria value adds up to 13, the same value as the Hebrew word 'AHVAH' meaning 'LOVE'.
It is also the value for 'Echad' meaning United ONE as in
Genesis 2:24, "the two shall become one [echad] flesh."
It is the same word for "one" that was used in Deut 6:4:
"Hear, O Israel! Yahweh is our God, Yahweh is one [Echad]!
The meaning together speaks to us that LOVE unifies us into true fellowship just as
Y'shua taught us in John 17:22-23.
(CJB)
"The glory which you have given to me, I have given to them; so that they may be one, just as we are one — I united with them and you with me, so that they may be completely one, and the world thus realize that you sent me, and that you have loved them just as you have loved me."
Furthermore, the Letter 'Chia' is short for 'Chayim' meaning 'LIFE.'
This letter can be seen to resemble a 'door way' such as in a doorway or passageway where the blood of the Lamb is placed over the doorpost as in the first passover in Exodus 12:7.
The letter 'Yod' within the word 'Chia' means 'HAND' and its numeric meanings is 10 which means 'completion.'
My Heavenly Dad knew when he would send me into this world.
He knew which family he would sent me into as a Love letter from his heart to theirs.
Purposed by His heart to be born into the world at his time to manifest His Love and Grace,
he brought me here into the world.
Tho because of tremendous grief, my family was not ready, yet LOVE
knew what was needed to heal their hearts back to himself (him who is the very Life and center of Love).
My life became his love letter to theirs, mine, ours ~ ministering his heartbeat while abiding inside of Him who is LOVE.
My Daddy GOD determined just the right time for my birth and yours too.
He gave a part of his heart He wanted to express through my heart and soul
into this world at this time in all of history.
Tho the enemy has fought over my very life and existence here,
GOD has said to me,
"YOU WERE BORN FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS."
I am HIS DAUGHTER of LOVE and GRACE.
HE IS MY DAD who is MY LOVE And MY GRACE.
LOVE GRACE,
Carrie Rebecca LOVE GRACE
9-12-13
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